The World Through My Eyes

Yeah I have photos taken with him. But I do not know why it’s all in his phone. Yeah. It’s in A’s phone. Can’t wait to see him this Wednesday though, hopefully. Tee hee. We shall see how this is to proceed on. In the meantime, I’ll just lay back. But at least he replied my whatsapp, telling me that he just reached home couple of minutes back. Sad A have to do breakfast tomorrow. He’ll be awake and I’ll be asleep.

Anyway, this ain’t gonna last long. Cos I won’t be here for long. And it all depends on the test result that will be out this coming 22nd, 3pm. I don’t know who is going to be accompanying me though. :(

Wish me luck.

XOXO

Yes, I remembered you telling me that every single day. Especially when we fight. Just as though you know, my cousins and girlfriends know everything. They didn’t see you as the bad guy, and neither am I the bad as well. But you should’ve known better than to end everything like that. But I guess that’s the only way huh?

And yes, I am quite happy right now. Or maybe I’m just living in denial. I went to the doctor a couple of weeks back and was diagnosed to have depression. But as usual, I do not agree with the doctor so nothing was prescribed to me. A lot of things have been going on lately, things that I don’t think I want you to know anyway. So I guess you’ve heard who I’m hanging with right now, huh? But it’s no biggie, the guy has a GF.

Happy life much? I doubt so. I’m sorry if I let you down in any aspect. I’ve been drinking for weeks but I need to numb the pain of whatever I’m going through. I hope you’d one day finally understand me, inside out.

Till we meet again, mi amor. 

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